That morning I smiled because I got the answers to my every question. I laughed realizing what a fool I was, I was laughing at my own stupidity and I laughed so hard because it was hard to accept that I was just his rebound love. I took a long breath and decided to go [...]
बिदेशाँ साथीभाई जब चिल्लो कार चढी फोटा राख्छन, म कलन्किको जामबिच बसमा पहेँलो गुन्द्रुक हुन्छु, यसो सोच्छु, बिदेश जाँउ लाँउछ! साथिभाई जब सुन्दर-सुन्दर समुन्द्रबिच गई फोटा राक्छ्न, म हरेक बर्खा जुत्तो जोगाउँदै जमलमा तैरन्छु, यसो सोच्छु, बिदेश जाँउ लाँउछ! फलानो ढिस्कानाको छोरोछोरिले उ गरे त्यो गरिसके तैँले के गरिस भनी कहिले काँहिआमा सन्किँन्छिन, यसो सोच्छु, [...]
म चुलो सल्काँछु, त्यसैमा उ चुरोट सल्काउँछ ! म भ्याई नभ्याई तिउन बसाल्छु, उ एक टक्क ले चुरोटै तानी रहन्छ ! म तात तातै पस्केर दिन्छु , उ केट केटी सगैँ खानु बस्छ ! म आफ्नो पेट निमोठ्दै , उनिहरुलाई नै हेरी बस्छु! उ आधा खाना त्यसै छाडी उठ्छ , म डराउँदै खाना न मिठो [...]
Then again I checked that photo where Ahima had commented recently, I saw kavesh had liked her comment. It froze me again. If he had time to like Ahima’s comment, why he did not have time to call or text me just to say bye to me.I checked others people comments too, he didn’t have responded to [...]
He said his phone is in the right pocket of his jacket, at first I felt awkward but it kept ringing so I took it out and checked, It was showing,”Ahima Calling !!!?”… Then I asked him, if he had saved his mom’s number by her name, he did not get that so I asked [...]
She was Kavesh’s ex-girlfriend. I could not believe my eyes. I felt like somebody slapped me hard on my face. I felt like somebody stabbed me from behind. Again many things started hovering around my mind, why Ahima was commenting in such way? Is Kavesh still in touch with her? Are they going to meet [...]
I called him again after I reached Kamalpokhari but even this time his phone was unreachable and again I was back to the state of misery I was in 10 minutes ago. I closed my eyes in disbelief and I felt a pat on my shoulders, I turned back and it was Kavesh…. There was [...]
I looked at the clock on my bedroom wall, the time was 8:30 pm. I did not feel like eating anything but I knew my mother would not take it lightly if I skipped dinner again like the night before so I had no other option but to head to the dining room. As I [...]
I could feel myself freezing again in the middle of the road on the scooter. He was leaving Nepal that night by night's flight. I could just not bear the pain and trauma. My hands were shaking and my tears were about to burst from my eyes. I tried calling him, but as my tears [...]
I dropped Shiv in front of his school gate, he waved me goodbye but when he was about to enter the gate, to my surprise, he said,” I saw Kavu Dada last night in front of our gate, he was staring at your room, I even called him but he didn’t hear me and left [...]
Sujata Gurung 